You lay on the sofa, all are sleeping, and you fall in that delicious hole that is youtube reaction videos.

It starts with Radiohead, weird fishes, one of the very best songs.

More Radiohead, I miss my headphones that make me just a part of it.

But it’s working nonetheless.

I love these nights where I fall asleep late with my most beloved songs in my head.

And then I hit “Hi Ren”.

Never heard him, nor this song.
That’s the fight, you can see it, feel it.

I’m sobbing.